AAAGGGHHH!!!

I really want to scream right now. But, what is the point? At best, I might let go of a little bit of tension I have built up. At worst, I will lose my voice. So, I will just keep quiet and pray (and blog a little, I suppose).

Sorry, this is going to be a boring post. I don't really have a lot to share publically. It really boils down to the fact that a couple of people that I care about are making some really bad choices and there is not one darn thing I can do about it. NOT. ONE.

I know that one of the individuals is hurting inside. I mean a deep, raw hurt. This individual has had a miserable past and as a result, she is making choices that are going to lead to a miserable future if she even has a future at all.

I am scared for her. I am scared that her choices now are going to take her away from me prematurely. I am sad.

The other person that I am referring to in this post also has had a rough past. Contratry to the first person I referenced, this person appears to be making some good choices at this exact moment. I hope it lasts, but regretably I expect it won't. Is that fair to expect someone to fail? No, it really isn't. But even so, my fear is real. I don't want this person to fail for many, many reasons. Sadly, most of them are selfish reasons though.

That's all I can say. Please pray for them. God knows who they are, so don't worry about names or initials or anything like that...just pray, k?

Thanks.