I'm so bummed

About 3 weeks ago my best friend, T, and I made plans. I was excited about those plans. The plan was that I was going to fly down to Biloxi to meet her. Then we were going to take her camper over to Pensacola and we were going to have a scrapbooking weekend, just the two of us. That's right, no kids!!! It would be the first time I would have been away from Lil' Bug for more than 2 nights ever. I was excited!!!

Anway, for some reason I have been procrastinating getting my ticket. About 3 weeks ago they were under $300 and now they are around $500. I am not willing to pay that amount of money for a ticket that I know I could have gotten for $300. So, at this point in time, I am not taking the trip that I was so excited to take! :(

The only way I can make myself feel better about my stupidity is to think that maybe, just maybe, there is a reason I need to stay in town that weekend...maybe that will be the weekend N's baby will arrive. Or, maybe it won't be something that exciting, but just as important. Or, maybe it will be nothing and I just missed out on a great weekend. Oh well. Life goes on!